A Call in Unquiet
September 18, 2019
Jesus incumbent, you gently saw
And so much more
So long ago
Into this fragment imagery; this
Malady, this world
Before were born The Fatal Sisters, or The Furies’ scorns,
The bloods of heroes sieved; their livid heads had shorn
Belive
Indeed in deeper time, long gone, before the Celestial nine
Appointed Spheres sublime rotated, as the Cosmos turned
Before The Law obeyed, and mortal tenancy
Became earmarked as owned
To mortal minds; so far as can be known;
The clashing of antitheses disturbing life’s quiesence
Beleive it we were brute beasts
Rough jaws of sawlike teeth
For symetry of eating where the kill was
No more for commentaries on sweet deliverance
Not yet for murder, war, despite, manouvres calculating
Exacerbations nonetheless albeit extenuating
Potted inside a milling hive a million bees
All driving diverse ways
Big cities to the skies directing, arching,
All’s struggling scullion meditating fractious thought
Postillion riding combatants soliloquise frustrations
Compunction-crouched, compounding a proliferation
Asperity enables everybody free
Wrought-up, caught up in, wrangling insurrections;
Succeeding aeons; successive current errors
O, Lord you saw, and see, so much, and more
Than is before me
I could not write as such had you not been divine
And seen to touch, assure, me
Inside the rebel bind
A man claught in a mantrap clanging;
Hanging agonies.
Inflicted compact his own hand set gladly
Himself to grieve.
Extremity of enmity so otherwise obtains
This sphere’s disease
Lord, why no sword, no stroke, only a meanest Passion?
That cut through cords up-binding; thrust
That must discover
The captious carnal brother, grant him innocent parole?
(The abysmal pitching human-project hazard-marker
In a squall of disarray
Full comprehended true and well a foolish throw
Of pitch and loss)
The cup you bore, inside unclean, and draining down
Each drop;
Slops, set for us, by us, before you, perfect,
Passed in, allotted, through your anxious crop
By us, but us unknowingly, fomenting undoing,
By God’s will pouring smutched-by-mortal blottings,
Spots down your guts
And more of mortal care than mortal men ourselves
Allow ourselves to know
And tasted for our curse, along the ages passing
As curative your blessing; its truculence a nurse,
And last a final hearse to dree our testing:
That ground on which we founder, as we’re gathered in, to fall
Into the fearful hands of the living, gracious, God