Four or Five
December 14, 2017
I was maybe four or five
When first I found myself alive
Next after I discovered dread
When I saw I should soon be dead
By my good mother I drew love
Into my heart to live and move
By love I came to where dismayal
By breach of love gave on betrayal
Then caution stirred, I burrowed-in
I would protect myself within
Around me I saw do the same
All of the children I might name
It was each person against the rest
And everyone would be the best
The vested and the invited guest
And everything became contest
And I grew older and more wise
I sensed the other person’s guise
And everybody saw through mine:
And so we all are brought in line
And so we learned, it’s best apart
Inside the prison of one’s heart
Each to another, guessing games -
And who to credit; and whoso blames?
Now having grown to man’s estate
Observing presently and late
I saw around me driving hate
Working my fellows fitful madness
Sending us sufferings, given regardless,
I saw how seeking means to live
Is making way by push and shove
I saw some straitened sons go under
Because trod down or in a blunder
And women’s anguish giving birth
A little child to them brought mirth
An unmixed joy, a living spirit,
Who forthwith must this world inherit
Placed under circled bands, in fetters
Made by ourselves, and cannot shatter
Left by ourselves, by nature captive,
But Good Lord God in this has acted
And sent a Saviour that we might
Observe right’s ways and cease this fight
Turn one another from dread frays;
To honour God, and praise His ways