Made Music
January 29, 2021
Made music, Donne’s in Paradise, his race all run
Does he do better there than he did here in his
Great song
And share with others his bright diapason phrasing?
And nothing less for God and to His fitting praises
The eardrum of a poet is it lightly grazed
And interfered with – Heaven - from where comes
The likely words
And meddled with its figures sieved to claw down harmonies?
Or from the floor in backyard raids come forceful
All-grounded - lines?
No matter. That backyard, that floor, created entities,
Are come of God, of His amenity
The rigs by which rag things enrich are not our
Powers to see
We have ventured to have foretold them but only
Emptily
I find my views well-muddied; they humiliate me
Way too free
My head is in a cloud of nonsense - disallowed conviction -
Upended and destroyed by just a smutch reality
One stitch dropped makes of metaphysic triviality
And facts come in collision, do they turn or change my tune?
Huh, what a fallacy!
Cracks rut and cut to ribbons, circumstances
Tear apart
Those inner core deductive ergo sum inventions
Of this heart
But when one tabs what happens, takes it be thy guide
To what a guy should do, and follow like a passive fashion
Ah, what a garbage bag of very wasted tattered passion!
I hang upon a hook - I put - let down from Heaven
The things of eyes are facts although they are not reason
The facts are always lies, and all the acts of men
Are trash and arrant treason
And gazing on them taking them as gospel..
No wonder it’s a world of differences and hate!
My comfort is in truth and in its proof of possibility
More: sure it shall be done, amen, and are The Promises
You cannot make good deals when men and terms
Are all dishonest
And so pass up the facts; get something much more
Plain and modest
Just ask; and it is given
No rocket-science, nothing fancy, nothing’s
Hidden
In Love’s name Jesus Christ by whose advice I reckon
My calories and marbles and my breakfast
Eggs and bacon - are all shriven
A big ask, for oneself, but ask for all men
There’s no exclusion zone, no tariffs, no
Embargoes
No side delivery charges, no returns and no
Wells Fargo
A praying person ends always with what he wished for
The Chevrolet, the rubber duck, the Texas chainsaw,
Then what he does with it is his denouement.
All dreams are honoured, every wish made real
The mess we’re in confirms this is the actual radical deal
A trove which we deserve which is our heart’s desire
Until because we wished it, coming-to, passed
Through the fire
Out from the ashes Love stoops up, makes His repair
Our music on the earth is messy, mixed-up, ramblings
And few but of the best confess to Heaven’s high arm
Goes learning them with scribbles, passing out round notes
A sort of copying
Done like dictation through a soundboard in their bearing breasts
The guys who lose their soundboards do the making music best
Who give their tunes away and utterly; do worship
Who render up themselves, and all the things they have,
Are rendered
To compose, make poetry, in sculleries, in prisons
The Paraclete within them holds no reins, no planes, no prisms
No matter what their standings, what their means
Or their permissions
And Donne, half holy-one, was son and yet a sinner,
A reprobate he sang lasciviously as a beginner
His case was tried by song and stanza, tested in their terms,
He soon became undone
Then letting-go he made his plea, his peace with
The holy Heaven
Those sonnets of divinity, contrition, were God’s fruit,
And love his leaven