Second Childhood
April 24, 2018
Learning’s a regress of letting-goes
Windows on which you painted so
Your heart’s-loves scried by accidents you’d hung your coat on
To harbour fast against the bays of time
Cloakrooms which in their normal way have vaguely tended
To do to you some good, you threw down leisurely
Your hat in, ordered beer, a bed, inventory
Casting up all as needle’s eyelets threaded in
Your quest for home
Marking out all around you, building on switched faiths
Bidding up vestures emptors would deny you, try you under,
A steeled cement common consent affirms you, holds the pin
The ageing years without intent with tears unfolds you
Into another sphere
Daily the dainties plush, peerless in bloom win your back yard
Succumbed to a colder coming shrink from umbilical ripeness
Wizened divisions appear, adhere, no bull of shine might burnish
Nor furnish sign, nor your heart divine, nor put it into language
A brute appeal
Endless foregoings relinquishments, redundant serial candies
No prop, no, nor no candidate, nor self-reliant ballast
Stuck on the belly’s insides the devoured full breakfast plate;
Empty, aware of having been, and something-seemed, ingrate
And hearty profligate
Consumed contentment burns and turns a fire inside you
Coals shovel round, astound, break down, and ash impounds you
Rigid cement, past late event, of youthful fixture palls
Crack upon crack conjures adamant a structure in duress
As an evening crazy press
Of sonar peoples homes upon fleet echoes from success
Fare inbound somewhere, transit undue haste’s cathartic work
Following statics, musics, zestings; the pendulum humdrum
Ignorance snakes and skirts the noun sought purposively
Nose passes by
Put to you, your view, the humid peppered music’s stopped
A suit of silence clothes you; ears’ raiment of serge,
Weighty material sombre giving countenance whoso
Might face a face; outface his station’s Waterloo -
Caught on conviction
A turn, a new direction; cumbrous freight cars murmur thunder
Passing a crossing shaking numbers waiting in the roads
Humbling of power, authority claims the destination taken
Laden, enthralled, the magic is the train
Over the land earth tremors, lights go flicker, windows burr,
Similar murders fell as resolutely on a quavered earth
Versed in the death of God gone twenty hundred years when tore
Larger in power percussionings hewn steelier tracks to score
And fashion
Lord of the summer dreams, the springtime fancy’s pleasures
Over the yew tree shelters younglings, droops benign,
Older and broader, stout as standard, beautifully becoming,
Bearer of blood which red runs weeping handsomely sad tears;
The sorry dead receive
Let it be such a letting-go assent to surety
Giving up to the ghost full host of formless formulation
Certitudes’ fortifications, ameliorations, the infamous fair hedge
To a panic-attack pare back, bare to a nearest plainness;
Arrival abides with God’s approved abundance