Seeing Further
October 30, 2019
I looked into the glass of Handel's glittering eye
Speculation there resounds abounds alas-and-sigh,
Astounding gaude adoration imputes a pious joy
The vinyl record plays: I am a much-loved cuddly toy
Uplofted to the stars, to towered delights am driven
All nations in the earth spread out a score before me
Greatly pre-empted in such reach, nor torn or tempted lowly,
One that had gone this route before had made the going glory
The music poured and powered; nobly, globally derayed
A something subtle-gentle, a mind's subliminal esplanade,
I saw my Saviour on a cross, hung woefully arrayed
And then, by God, Ancient of Days, enthroned in Paradise
Gilded Messias' musicks cling;enthused my mood succumbs
This tawdry guy here's canopied, possessed on fruit's fair hung
Handel and I best buddies, blokes by predilections bonds
Enjoined in votive voice; his marvels circle round and on
An orchestra, a choir, a cloud of lyric solo verses,
All punctuated faultlessly purveying liquid choices
Snowing ardent cadences, once spare, then sometime racy
Declaring power, exactitude, make magic rooms palatial
Tight towering exhalations air encomia, baseline calls
Break expectations here, begin a flowering, timid, small
Graced Presence sets a table, welcome hands take savoury salt
Its savour never lost, then iterated in this sort:
Our Saviour Christ is risen; - in an instant a way assumes
Pervades, invades insightfully, scrapes under-table crumbs -
A palpitation follows, stuns, benumbs, and deadens limbs
A force more real, unfettering, than the fruits of labour sends
Methinks I see into a taper-tailing inquiry
A kickshaw bounded, bandied in, about, my boggled brows:
One big concern - not sitting well with esperance of faith
Craves sweet concession open up Christ's highest imperial palace
Brim full in utter holiness, aglow withouten spot
His concourse huge, unscaleable, indefeasible motte
Unable to come close to, ramparts, ports, nor stand the sight
Their sweetness unassailable, matchless, of single right
A mine indeed, and mine for excavations fathomless
An inexhaustible close-crammed surround of verity
Rich pools, fantastic pearls untold, each packet opal, priceless
And fish enough to fix prolific feasts would astound Cambyses
So strong and imperturbable, betides a new thought gentle
His generously emancipating Grace
Unbearable, a bidding love affectionately fierce
And smiting in high honour, broad and fell, lays faultless kiss
His featly kindlinesses, none can approach them, naither bear;
And nerves perturb me, curb me - my iniquity is here -
I could not else but bow, allow, and pray a dumb remission
Sillily stood uncertainly sought purge of breach, omission
I never saw or bore like creature visions ever before
Something that in-with made its reach, and raked me aft to fore
Alive aware and so éclair that no gainsaying would spare it
I was taken like Isaiah (in my little way) in spirit
Although no hot coal wiped my lips with fire-cleansing sanction,
But blessed and muddled among men, anon commended mention
Of all my friends, their fraught diurnal courses, sheared intentions,
In that quick hour I took what could of Holy interventions
My family, and every person events had lately impressed
My crowded consciousness, I passed them on full ardently,
I know He will give blessing …. then! ...the telephone gave shout,
I sprang to life arrested, visions westering, turned about