Seeing The Land of God
February 19, 2018
Seeing the land of God a graze away from touching sense
Volunteers high a will, insistent, commandeering awe
Taken in at one sweep by volte-face Romantic lays
Bled on an otherness parboiled puling counterfactual sighs
Darks of a thick black gloom bedim the world, with inky stains
Indelible thumbprints, palimpsests set snugly smudged:
So smother all brain-dreams
Murdering not the will, no, no, but politic amain
Kills gently, what would be, had blemish made no blot
Lodged eye-impediments, snagging nasty sties, constrain the lids
Eyes will not open; flick, flick, blink, fits go involuntary
Casts of one’s own disorder throw out objects all to one side
Doodles in double vision, draw one off from single sight
Anguish-prolific pains consume; emollient creams applied
Encrust, grow stale, a fright of dandruff flakes, it sheds its bits
All over what was hearty-hale, at heights once, ever eagling;
Now like an end-of-pier light opera foundered, ships-in bales
Yes, all we waul our failures, hollow cries loud heavenwards
Salvoes of sorrows, braveries beaten, down thrust at God’s door
But yet St. Peter, mishap clown and bungler of great store
Heaven appoints our mentor;
We disenchanted gamers for the sempiternal shore