Sending Men Up
March 07, 2019
We can send-up to an International Space Station
And boast to ourselves about it on the news
Men, and women too of course;
But eighteen hardly more than children stabbed
In London Town to death since New Year
Hah! What failures we are!
We’re all thinking ourselves somebodies, canny players
Romancing insignificance with a paranoid land-lens
Claiming to false ingenuousness, with wild passion
That we are a small unnotable in centripetal swirl
None but on our own set terms to live by, live with;
Heroic stuff, and brave - Bravo!......... O tempes, mores!
Happy to dance and chance the night of life away
Showing-off to a non-existent fancied audience
Only our outsized contraband opinions
Singing on actions as condign achievement
Compounding someone out in Space, yet as a carer
None of us
Can run things in his own backyard connectedly
Effectively collateral mess; all clubs, societies
Rubbish-heap helpless on our own resourceless casuistries
Cold-call us shameful slaves, a murky servile shower
We are the self-contented, even at pains to be so, but amongst
Our own so disagreeable as to go amain against
The next curmudgeon’s obstinate perversions
Gall urging a dismal dour indifferent vision,
A purple protestation
Wielding at large a grudge, and then our Trade Mark lust begun
Our selfhood wars with care, now tears at bleak spot sorrow
And malady
Whiles everywhere here is powerful pith of fashion-hanker
To ogle at, fantasise, beget the finest dreams
In denier; all the world behold become diarrhoea disaster
One big and nasty poke unswept, as seen in us;
That we conceive such manners as our normal daily bread
What praxis might it take, how long can prayer prevail,
Push; will it ever be the wasted heart will alter case
Disown its selfish, eyes-closed, fitful-sought nirvana?
The low and sorry self itself can show no better love
For me be witness all the stars of heaven
Arisen has a berth, a room, with foods that grow in -
A person has appeared to us, an angelus, a guide
His amplitude of attitude habilitates our ways
Ere all our pretty purgatories consolidate to clay:
That brusquely and completely speaks our storyline
Light glitzy glamours suffer after pins and sugared rings
These are the garbage haulage truckers use to stockpile shops
Tawdry dishevels clutter rows in nervous dishabille
Bathing in money, gangrene endless pleasures clutter wills
Our posing imposing - proposed postponing of the day
To oblivion when sufficient evil come thereof; and planet, seas,
By our revels hung to dry, attrition shunting forwards
A further ever-thinning line towards a closing time
And each straw one more draw, is drastic, catastrophic,
Counselling us, a sad and shallow set of occupants
On this great world - we truly don’t deserve it
I guess we do deserve, as just, the dust returned to