Shelter Comfort
July 12, 2019
You and I have no right to be comfortable
You and I should feel no comfort
While one widow hungers
Not one of us should fuss to seek for comfortable leisure
Nor itch to get a raw distended pleasure
Nor even touring fuzzily a speculative mind
Rest contemplating “seems”
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And though I sing The Lord’s Song and make prayers pillows
Though you can swing a cat remaining well-possessed, no hesitating
And we do so indeed
Spare mention, tell me only: what is this comfort still?
And then: Who is my neighbour?
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Mind-set in black-box avoids a life on adverse-camber
A low compassion sinks
And eases into jollity
As pleases me I post and go on down to Jericho
As happy as a cat I am to be a friendly fellow
My route a daydream of a wrong pursual
No increase gets, but gain
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Here on a pincer hunched there squats a ne’er-do-well
A grimacing sack sitting
Fat fingers picking as if flicking bits at air
His random life a takeaway
Tossed from a passing entourage upon a carriageway
An encounter of the times:
Like me; like you
We all just muddle-through
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Not moved by much, by wretchedness of others
Wrapped up and comforted in little troubles
Contented suffering common appointed irritations
To warm ourselves and hold them
Our focal points they drive out best-addressed intentions
The world surrounding keeping going round and round
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Our egos walk on by and by, and never slip or slither
Past sorties near our home
Sidestep oncoming kerbs, defecting from the next dilemma
Comfort is scarce a deep mere; and a house-resource depleted
Cast by the earth, declare your card: lowest denominator
Go whistle; stop and watch a floating breeze
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Comfort ye – wear dodgeball hats wedged-down
Comfortingly forgetful, as if were of memory-foam
Fire-retardant closing out too nascent bombs,
And asphyxiates your tears
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Fringed understandings comfort, are a tunnel in the dark
By which we enter
A shelter from the bruise of pain and desolation
A symptom in the brain
An answering to a rain of sleeping fevers
Like mountaineers hold life between and assurance and destruction
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We reach for buttercups come up, the daisies flouncing
Show-makers of the spring
Replay all reminiscence back at every interim
Pretending everything
Our local cynosures are past-the-sell-by boasts,
Gladdeningly enjoin us
Unshaken our procrastinations, genuine enough
Who walk out a new pin, displaying handsome wardrobes
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Puffed-up still-slaying death hangs lingering, fingering,
Our trove set couchant comfortable
The task, the road, goes relatively metalled
Highways traverse unsettled
Our ways exchange our lumber for closed arguments
Wool pushes over eyes, lies ambulating:
We do not know ourselves mainly for comfort.