The Jawbone of an Ass
October 22, 2020
The more I say, the more my words reveal
Of rope enough to hang myself by; indiscretions reel
Off, soil integrity: I am a seasoned speaker
Abundant in good reasons; none that cut the mustard
I am a man, a woman, pays out cable, liberal sort,
Raps patter like a parrot, echo to events I squawk
Nothing too fancy-novel, cheap ado for general wearing
Nor do I serve, observe, an exegete’s analyses
The order of my day allows, kowtows in obsequy
My job a peroration round a status quo
No busy infidelities, for that the truth should flow,
A quarantine preventive fences brains I talk to
Where lies levy thought-taxes, import, export, clandestine
Olfactory goods, encomiastic party games
Power’s ins and outs, as empathies and entropies demand
A stockpile of a turpitude disfiguring minds
Useful diffuse blackboard and easel stuff
Acting as leaders’ levers, teaching, speaking sh*t
Greater the mass of words disbursed, greater the muddle
Of confused views, thrown judgements, fertile vagaries
My cacophony of allegations deadly potions smoke
A brawl, a rout, inevitable with contradiction
Adverse the colloquies in tangles trott to tangoes;
No single place of ambit, swarms at you in all directions
The tune, a one-note mantra melodrama, sets a-clacking
Its pendulum perpetuum from halo-hunters bashing
Up, on and on - give issues waterboarding
Stews views; you take your choice; go on and do your shopping
Intentional or accident; who knows – however -
The same effects; around within the pound we go, polemic
That paralyses, like a fear of Sartrean mauve faure
Freezes decision, makes division in the commonweal
Your guess the best guess; good as any Law Lord’s
...the self-confessed discomfiture of tests for verity…
...and consequent on privileged diversity
And opulence in equal opportunity
These counterfeits jump sideways, land to stand akimbo
Are branded-under-license primrose prospects
Prospectors open doors preferred, but on top floors
The concierge in serge subserves as drudge forever
These freeloading excuses are the clowns in comfy chairs
Administrators, supervisors, manicuring minds,
All predicates for parliament, and connoisseurs of wines;
This camouflage of class an unattended issue
They make debate debateable, and vision undesigned
Find foolish fond criteria in exigencies to-hand
These are the stuffed men, straw men, Eliot catechises
Of self-regards that mangle all the verities of name
An oaf, an anybody giving vice a voice onboarded
That truth will out, I doubt, but suffer loss, discarded
For me no news is good news; nothing’s preferable to crass
Verbal infighting, on, and oftener off, the task in hand
How easy for a vocative performer to rehearse a faction
The washing blowing aired, the clothes to fit the family fictions
There hung out crumpled, ragged, in a regal row
And who might take them in – what purpose – they’re for show
That washing is being done; ah well, bring on the blow!
Great grabbing energies in worsted wasted; all’s misprision
Deliberately, unluckily? - no need decision
Just pour more petrol higher octane make it universal
The conflagration’s ‘state of chassis’, as O’Casey says it
Some seventy years ago; and crazy now moreso
If not; when worse; these dudes are no folk heroes.
Then are fingers of technology, the twofold digits
Proliferating, advocating, men’s masque’s imbecile
Of global reach which breached the Yellow River Dam
In every household access to our corporate panjam
Compounded and compounded as an exponential hash
Heaped higher a little braver day on day; its trash on trash
Not only lost the plot but we have given away the farm
As much to do to keep those close to you from suffering harm
And into the ether goes the throes, the pleas knees make to surface
I leave my paper scribblings here, so to disturb the nervous
But lo, at bottom, a sine qua non rests unattended
A consonance, necessity; a sanctuary not listed
On FTSE or on bucket lists of mercenary recidivists
A Provider of a gauge; a measurer permanent, no swings
A silencer and renderer of reckonings
A person placed to centre you in answers’ ambit
A silvered face too good to look upon
A watering place for law which beggars mighty Solon
A company for conscience; arbiter of ruth
Of predilection gracious to the primal root
A Saviour and approver of the tested life
A Person whom to coalesce one’s scattered scraps about
Who turns to good use footloose fancy schemes; debris abounding
Too pure to ocular survey to see; oracular, astounding
He needs some trust, some wait-and-see – you’ll be dumbfounded
But that is faith and hope – the things that are heavenly granted