Where Faith?
November 10, 2020
“It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God”
What is a place, a thing of space, a singularity?
The stair, the chair, you creep on, sleep in, what is it?
Out in the air we place our strength in cards and money
How much can bear the marketplace – that extra penny.
Air we have not ‘made up’; the winkings of the bellied dew
That drops its power the bell to flower, the limpid tower of blue
The sky; all these comply, supply a surplus, add to place
Even the hardhead-blind surround their pounds with these
Sure we can see as o’er the lea come cattle bumping home
Or quartered in dark towns our traffic signs which do our thinking
Design to designate us, living this contextual matrix
Observing rules, discerning roles, the serial surface pros
We think that ‘that there’ is secure, nearby, and next to ear
And eye, etcetera, no question; as like history’s lessons,
Somethings long done somewhere, but where; a supper’s puppet show;
Leftover hangover, hidden-happened - yet foursquare
Pop-out, find in your pocket, that late docket for your tasties
Comes hunger again, that last marchpane - again - digested,
Pull out a wallet, another packet, pay nonchalantly
Paper or metal absurd to settle incumbent splurge for sweeties
The theory’s here and now and what we are we be
With Norman the normal and Susie the same contentment satisfies
Legless the running inquiries divining what the measured frame
That holds the picture, weaves the image, inheres in the seams
Made-money is more real than mobile phone glows in the dark
Solider set are expectations directing in our heads
Holiday cornucopias, Acapulco when we’re wed
A scholarship, home-ownership; our forward figured schemes
How much is here unclear? The whole pantechnicon
Thin wraiths of faith, plate served as solid silver.
And yet together give the measure of our common life
A home, an education; a big honeymoon; a wife.
And money as a construct to reward, affords it
Sloshing about the dollars credit, in the whirlpool mind
Having no being before our senses, merely passion’s shrines
As thoughts embedded; promised in ledgers’ bottom lines
This faith then? Why all this phantom pantocracy
Of dreams, and constructs; mulligatawny pickles
Dare you to stare and long enough, so go behind
Facades, beyond our dinner parties’ handsome marinade,
Were we to know indeed, we would be gods, but we are children
In Plato’s cave, where shelter saves us to remain unbroken
And catching shadows passing to and fro against a wall
We warm our hands on the selfsame flames which throw the very pall
Upon our eyes, contend half-lies, deceits we see as sure
Half-life‘s pale satisfactions, which permit but of one cure
The wrapper on the marchpane once slid off, turns in good faith
The marchpane pure of trust to grace a someone other’s plate
All eyes’ pouris of hotchpotch, half-imagined; all ‘not-theres’
In our own terms read as figments, were they justly tried
Proverbially swallowed camels - and the grievous strained-at gnats
Words of our Saviour, rescuing you to knowledge,
His trade in hapless souls remakes men reckless brave
Neighbours who climb a highest insubstantiality
Nor seen, nor sensed, but blest celestially;
Four winds, a fecund ball, from splendid casements seen -
Insets of fleshly wineskins - with those splendid oceans
All things Terra Marique vocal answer witness to
As retinue of claimant depositions
Authoritative; restoratives for wished for shadow-sheens
Put by your pounce-for-money baits, the keep-count-of-your-beans
The stolid rest-on-real-things tags, with failsafes your machines
Accord your banknotes blasted, windbreaks broken, empirically
And seek for grace like antelopes, renew space spiritually,
Comes fining validation; _nothing made that was not made,
‘Through the dear might of him that walked the watery waves’_
A testament by which all worlds transfigure, and are saved
We people, our unequal dreams, rinsed out, are new arrayed