Wonder-why
June 13, 2020
I am a nothing ornament
Before the enormity of things
Beside that great pity Jesus Christ supplied
Riposte and utter counter to us self-owned slaves
Unmastered selves who muster a full courage
On vanities to jolly, do ourselves true damage
He came: he conquered
I nothing ornament; a presence God created
An ear of corn amongst a prairie's rolling folds
The sparkling stars our avatars of exclamation
Despite men's jars and wars observe nightly libations
The pang in being here, immediate, jinking through
The here; the now; extension, moment. causeless motion
Ungraspable this hard-fact coup de gras sensation
Dispersed like epic verses through a circled firmament
Pastoral, elegiac, meditation, rhapsody
Of radii impossible to all extents
Of sentience inadmissible but by common consent
The vast conspectus of all things commands,
Assent approves it
Pronounces God's infinitudes in laude gloria
And tests, in wrests, invention; my forced fingers rude
Try blessed, astonished, grand, extravagant, epode
In testimonial ink
May you my friends arrive shipshape upon The Other Bank
When doom's been had, and dawns and hauls us all – recalcitrants
Stood hearts in mouth unstrung upon a Further Shore
And here of spangled sentiment sung ardent madrigals
Imploring senses incident sweet intervals
A ghostly haven home
And might it be that such a place should flatly overhaul
This kissed-imperfect splendour, shattering Niagara Falls
The Italian lakes and dancing miles of Kansas wolds
The frank Atlantic holds of foison fed as foods
In milling market halls?
Should even Eden be surpassed when we are carried there
That we should shore our confidence against a long despair
That darling Love should readily every incidence repair?
Of wars and warring nations, famines, cloaks of pain,
The insolent, the terrible, caught by the ears, restrained
Made lessons of, examples, learning the wages of their tares
Being reckoned up, and chastened
Such hest is fast debarred, no guess nor estimate,
Barometer, or plot; that’s not to know
Its frontier line demarcates mountain passes serpentine;
Declines the human gaze supine
But blessed, be rested; trust within the promises obtained
That Love will sole dispose the pale where mystery begins
Those junctures in the future, what's to do with likes of them
Whose soul is sin; and when to flexure, where begin.
Take rest in trust on love; that loved name, Elohim
His majesty regards, and yet his mercy brings
Confirms and adumbrates Messiah's best, kind, cross
Such stuff's enough to know, enough that textures grace
To lowly love we owe him as his creatures
The harridan; the libertine; the paltry marriage breakers -
As All-in-All, we cannot speak Him exculpations
Nor condemnations: all's in his concession
And this to know and grow in gives our best condition
Here on this verdured earth, one great expostulation
Perturbing moves designs to Godly love in us
Its wondrous, magisterial folly, adventured unrestraint
From Andalusia's pastures to the coasts that have no taint
From natal Hubble galaxies to neurones' spectral frames
Throughout there runs illimitable Isaiah's straight highway
In line of length, no breadth; its sign is holy geometry